Tired.

I don't remember being this tired. Everyday, my schedule has been 

0545 - Wake Up

0800 - Class

0900 - Breakfast

1000 - Gym

1200 - Lunch

1500 - Class

1700 - Meetings

2000 - Dinner

2200 - Meeting

2230 - Go Home

2330 - Homework/Stone/Chores

0100 - Sleep

I don't remember a time where I actually stop and rest and have some alone time. I don't even have time to do wank watch all the movies I've downloaded. Plus, this university application thingy is killing me by stressing me out. I need to run here and there to get this document and that document. 

And, the last time I had a meal with my momma and poppa was 2 weeks ago. I am so sad. Everyday, I leave the house before the sun rises and only returns waaaaay after the sun sets. The only time I get to see my family is IF they stay up late, which they hardly do, or they tell me in advance that they want me home for dinner. AND! It's been about 2 months since I saw my grandma :( 

In addition to that schedule, I don't even think I'll have time to revise my work. And I'm taking subjects that people say you can score A in like that "snap". 

So yea. That's how my daily schedule is. And even my Saturdays and Sundays are quite hectic. But around last week, I got my hands on two tickets to Super GT in Sepang for Saturday and Sunday, I was so tired I gave them to my not so interested in GT parents. But I think they had fun while I just rot at home in the morning. I didn't know why, but I slept at 10pm the day before (Saturday) and I woke up at FREGGIN 6AM! God! I was sooooo tired. But thank god for LeoNut to keep me company :DD HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA 

But yea, I went out after that to do some work with some friends. We had an International Intern coming in from Hong Kong and apparently it's our duty to pick him up and show him a wonderful first day in Malaysia for his 1 and a half month stay in Malaysia. I ended up coming back home at 12.30am. Just great. So tired :( 

I would Bitch out, but I'm too tired. HAHAHA 

AWKWARD TURTLE

As a homo, you tend to know more homos living in the society. For example, I am involve in an organization, and we have 4 homos in it including me. And apparently I'm the only one who's aware of this fact. And all four of them knows that I am gay :) But the three of them doesn't know that the others are gay. Confusing, isn't it? HAHAHAH 

But yea, one day I cannot tahan, I just push them three together and tell them they're all gay. I would really do it, but I need to find the time. Cause I'm sick and tired of them asking me whether do you think he's gay or straight. I MEAN, COME ON LAAAH!!! ASK THEM LAAH!!! Although I know the answer, doesn't mean I am in the position to tell you rite?! ishhhh

So yea.. That applies to straight girls too. This happened like a few times already. Where my gay friend would be the topic of their conversation. 

A: OMG, I think I'm in love. 

B: Who? Him? I think he's gay.

A: REALLY? No way.

B: Seriously? Come on, look at the way he dresses.

A: Yea.. He does dress very nicely.

B: Duhh.. 

AND THE WHOLE TIME I'M JUST SITTING BESIDE THEM LISTENING TO THEIR CONVERSATION. And then they would ask ME for my opinion. What can I say? 

Me: I donno.

A: Really? Come on lah. 

Me: I REALLY DONNO.

B: A! Gay men all dress very nicely one mah.

A: Ya hor.. But sure a not? HIM?? What do you think leh "ME"?

Me: I betul betul donnoooooooooo.... Why don't you ask him if you wanna know?? 

A: Don't dare laaah.

B: Sure gay already one laaah. Look at the way he look at girls. Like no fire one.

But yea, what would you guys do if you were stuck in a situation like this? O.O I have this friend, she has Grindr and Jack'd on her phone so she would know for sure. lol 

BITCH OUT :D 

The Perfect Date

We all had that one perfect date with our boyfriend (which I sadly don't have) we all had pictured in our heads. I keep picturing mine whenever I wanna fall asleep. I don't know why, but I just do. It's kind of cliche isn't it? hahaha But yea. So I'mma share here, what my perfect date is :) I would imagine him picking me up from school after my class. heheh

1. He waits from me at his car for my arrival.

2. He greets me as I approach and opens the door for me. ( say what you want lah. I still want it to happen)

3. He then asks me about my day and I ask him about his.

4. Then on the way to our destination, he will sing along to the radio in an attempt to impress me.

5. When we arrive at the restaurant, we would sit across each other.

6. We would then talk about what happened the day. Or any other significant event that had happened the day before or whatever.

7. After dinner, we would then go out for my favorite desserts, cendol.

8. Then we would go to the movies where we can snuggle and hold hands together

9. After that, we then would go to the parking lot beside the lake near my house and just watch the busy night life

10. Which, I would then fall asleep on him and him not daring to wake me up, spends the night together by the lake.

So yea.. :D This is my ideal perfect date. hahaha quite pathetic if you ask me, but yeaa.. A date's a date. What's yours? ;)

Bitch Out :D  

Stereotypical?

Today, I just gave out my first fashion tip to a girl :D 

I hardly do that. lol For me, that's like some what an achievement. HAHAHAH And it's my first time giving it fashion advice. HAHAHA And plu's are known for giving out advices some more. lol 

Anyway, back to my topic of the blog of today of the month of the year, OBSESSION. Over the weekend, I went out and bought more Sharpies. I already have Sharpies, the colors that I bought, and I also have some that I haven't even took them out of the packet yet and I went out and bought more. Like seriously. I have absolutely no idea what I wanna do with my supply of Sharpies. And those that are opened are still brand new. Hardly touched them. I guess I just liked Sharpies. Maybe... I know some people likes to buy lots and lots of underwear. Not pointing any fingers or anything but yea. Ya guys have any obsessions you like to share? :D 

Bitch Out :D 

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Bitch Post

I've hated this girl since orientation last year in February after we shook hands. I've never like you. My friends don't like you. I doubt even the lecturers like you. Let's call her Joanne. 

Joanne, had this fake, American accent. It's like those can instantly tell it's fake already one. The rite, she's those type that likes to sing and act even though she sucks at it (in my opinion lah). Seriously. like those "nyeh" type only. Not even the chun chun type. But she thinks she is lah. 

What I'm busy with right now is this theatre thingy, and I'm the person that provides food for all the actors. And SHE'S ONE OF THE ACTORS! And lemme tell you this, she acts like a frekkin diva and everything! She wants everyone to fuss about her. She wants to be the center of EVERYONE's attention. Just so you know, since her first semester about a year ago, her circle of friends revolves around this one girl, and thats it. I don't think she hangs out with anyone other than girl. (just sayin')

But yea... She's those over confident person. And you'd think, she would get her lines down like after the second day, cuz she likes to act and all.. But nooooo... she comes in early, sits and hangs around, and does absolutely nothing! NOTHING! DAFAK! I don't mind if you wanna hang around but you forgot your lines! FUCKERRRR!! THAT FUCKING BITCH! 

And hor,,, me and her got history one. Well.. only me lah. She damn whore one! Last semester, she just came up to my crush from the back and just lay a big fat smooch on his lips! She crossed the line! Like seriously! Thats one thing I will never forgive her! 

Plus, she's the type that gets all touchy and all with EVERYONE! My BFF also like freaked out by her and my BFF's a girl. Ohhh.. a fact. Joanne only has like 2 friends in my course. And she once complained to someone, which I overheard, that she thinks that people are avoiding her cause they feel terrified of her so called "talent". 

BITCH! WHAT TALENT?! NOBODY LIKES YOU CAUSE YOU'RE A FREKKIN DIVA! 

Oh yea... get back on topic. Today, I like literary shouted everyone to tick what they want for dinner and to tick it cause the minute I leave,  I will only return with the food. Cause I don't wanna walk all the way to the restaurant to buy and then walk all the way back to find that someone haven't tick their name for dinner. But yea.... So there was I, shouting to everyone to tick their name while she was just TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING! BITCH! 

So yea. I thought she ticked and all. But NOOOOO!! I had to walk ALL THE WAY to the restaurant, order the food, wait for the food, walk back with the food, then find out that she haven't tick her name. So I had to walk ALL THE WAY back to the restaurant, WAIT FOR HER FOOD, WALK ALL THE WAY BACK WITH HER FOOD, just so she could have her dinner! THAT BITCH! 

Of course lah, I took revenge by spitting in her nasi goreng :) plus, I told the waiter to make it extra extra extra spicy. nyeheheheh NEVER MESS WITH ANYONE WHO HANDLES YOUR FOOD! 

Bitch Out! :)