The Randomness in Me.

Sorry about the delay. But was kinda sort of busy last week. I was away in Cameron for some seminar or some sort. 

So about quite a while back, I was reading the news online when I found out Jim Parson was getting married to his long time boyfriend! O.O I just couldn't believe it wheyyyyyy!! NEVER would I thought that Sheldon Cooper had a little pink in him. HEHEHEH Anyways... I wish him and his partner *Not bad Sheldon! not bad* good luck. 

Now okaay. Back to the important stuffs. HEHEH So yea. Yesterday. I resumed my duties as a food provider and bought them Dominoes. 

This guy from the group came and teman me to jaga the food. Let's call him BONBON. Then he was starting to ask all these personal question on whether am I gay or not. lol But yea. I didn't tell him and just brushed off the topic. Then we got onto the topic of checkin in because he told me he wanted to check in via Facebook. And he asked me what to type for the status of the check in. And I just took his phone and start typing away. I typed in 

"Dinnar Taimeeeeee.... :3" 

and showed him and he said don't want. His reason? 

"Later my partner ask me why I type like that cause thats not how I type."

My head was like.... hmmm... Partner. Lab partner? *he's currently in foundation in health science* Which was a normal assumption rite? So I asked him that. 

"Lab partner ar?"

And he shook his head. 

"Girlfriend ar?"

Again. He shook his head. 

"THEN WHOOO???"

His reply....

"You really that blur ar?"

And I'm like

IN ME WAS LIKE NO WAYYYYYY!!! He don't look gay at all!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!! WTFFFFF!! I was already under the impression that he was straight as hell. Then it occurred to me that not all straight men are interested in theatre. Cause there were already 2 jantans in the production that likes jantans. And that excludes me and BonBon. lol Oh well. this taught me one thing. Never judge a book by it's cover. :P 

BITCH OUT! :) 

Stupid Stupid Stupid.

Grindr.

If there was a printed Grindr tee, would any of you wear it out in public? It's just a thought. But yea... I've thought of wearing mine out. But I don't dare :/ I donna why I bought it in the first place. HAHA probably for the fun of it I guess.. But yea.. Would you? This isn't the first plu tee I bought. lol HAHA 

Another funny post I found on tumblr.. Enjoy :)

Pixie Post

Was on Tumblr and came across this.... Hmmm... It's a sign. BRB =)

Love?

Stupidity. Not a word I like to use. But that's what I have. 


About 19 days ago, I told this guy I loved him. I wonder what got over me. Let's review the facts together.


1. He's on Jack'd.

• He had a different name, but with his picture on. So it's him. I got scared cause I wasn't out to him and decided to delete Jack'd and settle for grindr. >.< 

2. He's hot.

• He's actually quite good looking. Some even say he resembles me, with the big head and the hipster glasses. There was this one time, both of us came to school in plain white tees and jeans and converse. WEIRD! 

3. His baju's are all named. 

• Seriously! His clothes are all with nice names. H&M, TopMan, Uniqlo, Zara. EVEN HIS SHOES AND BAGS!!! Frekkin Paul Smith and shitzz! Plus, almost all of the clothes he wears are currently up to date.

4. He takes off his pants in public.

• Seriously. Who does that? I think I saw all of his boxers, undies, and even boxer-briefs. Cute maxxx. HEHEH

5. He's funny. 

• He would always ketuk me on twitter and fb. I mean, that means he's seeking attention rite? O.O

6. We kissed. 

• What more to say? 

7. He said I love You.

• HOW WAS I SUPPOSE TO KNOW HE MEANT THAT DIFFERENTLY?!?!?!?!? 

So yea. But too bad he don't feel the same way I felt. I admit, I died a LOT on the inside, I was devastated =( 

I had to see him the next day too. And I admit, it WAS awkward. I tried avoiding him. But yea. It didn't work. Somehow, we still got stuck in the same room together. HAHA He even serenade to me on the guitar. But then again, that's how he use to treat me. Out of no where, he would like carry me up in the air and carry me like how a boyfriend would carry his girlfriend. HOW NOT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE LAIKE THAT?!?!?! So now, we've maintain the status quo. Him annoying the shit out of me in twitter and fb, while I just sit there and imagine a perfect relationship with him. =) 

BITCH OUT! 

Delivery Bitch

Today, I had to buy food and water for the whole club that I'm involved in. It's sorta my job. :( sighhhh But then again, the experience of a delivery boy was fun. HAHAH But I don't like carrying TWO BOXES OF MINERAL WATER ALL MY MYSELF THOUGH :) #justsaying And carrying 18 packets of bungkus nasi was ALRITE! I even took the time to label everyone's name on the water bottle and their rice, and I even placed their fork and spoon nicely on the packet rice. Sighh... No other delivery boy would do that. Again, #justsaying :) 

Other than that, I've been filling up my free time watching this and other bunch of movies and series.. :3 

Call me old fashion, but I kinda like this show. This is sorta my 2nd time watching it. hahahah 

Vanness is fucking HOT! 

Bitch Out! 

Wisdom Comes Pain

So yea.. It's that time of my life where people my age will get our wisdom tooth. I had it for around half a year already. But I was just too lazy to do anything. But that one teeth at the back is doing some serious damage to my perfectly straight teethes in the front. 

Appointment for the extraction is scheduled on next Wednesday. Which gives me exactly 8 days (including today) to eat up as much as I want. Probably because from what I heard, the pain will last till about 3-6 months. T.T And no solid, hard food during that period. From one of my kawan's experience, she said they have to cut up her gums, cut her teeth, take out the teeth, SEW back the gum. She didn't have any solid food for like about a year. :( NOW I TERRIFIED!! 

Any of you guys wanna share your painful experience? (To ease my pain) HAHAHAHA :( 

Chill and Have a Dumpling.

Being on break for 2 weeks seemed like a good idea after a hectic four months of being in class filled with group assignments. This smart guy in me decide to take up 4 subjects this semester. 3 subjects that require mostly group work, Theatre, PR, & Speech. And 1 subject being an all reading subject, History. Mana tau, history suddenly got one major huge ass group assignment pop out of the blue. So yea. That meant that my day was only filled with meetings EVERYDAY! 3 weeks before my finals I've spent EVERYDAY from that 3 weeks in campus. EVERYDAY! FREKKIN 21 DAYS! 

Then along came the holidays. WHEEEEEE. 2 weeks of rest. But I donna how I've always get work for myself to do. 

• Club event that'll last from now till July, that takes up my Mondays, Wednesdays, and  Fridays evening onwards. 
• Uni applications.
• Transfer applications.

Sigh... And I planned to visit Singapore to catch Chorus Line too.. But I think that'll have to be postponed too :(

If only there was more time in a day. 

I'd give my life away to see this happen for real! 

BITCH OUT! :D 

Pixie Post

Was on tumblr and came across this! 

Isn't it wonderful what technologies can do today? :D 

Happy Mother's Day

I would like to wish all Mother's and "mums" out there, 
HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY!! :D 


Mummy, 

Happy Mother's Day momma. I love you!  I know you'll be disappointed when you find out who am I actually. I'm sorry, but I love you and will always do. I know that you'll find it in your heart to accept me for who I am. To accept the fact that your little boy likes mens. To accept the fact that you'll never have grandkids(maybe). I really dread the day when you find out who I am. It's gonna be hard. But I'll always be your little boy. :D Know that. <3

Confession Taime..

I'm GAY! 

There! I said it. But that doesn't change who I was. Right? I'm still that guy. That guy who used to laugh, the guy who cried,  along with his friends, his family. But now, I'm stuck!  Stuck with a label. A label that will be permanently be with me for the rest of my life.

I remember those times where all my guy friends talked about girls, and being the odd one out, and trying to fit in. All you can do is just sit there and agree with what they say to avoid suspicion from your friends. 

But that was the past. A past I am willing to let go. A past I want to forget. 

Today, I've learned to love the fact that I like guys and am secure in my sexuality, I've been able to tell other people. I am not ashamed anymore. It's who I am. Just like I'll always dress a little more to the occasion, I'll always have a weakness for underwear shopping and caramel latte, and I'll always like boys. My parents may not exactly love it, but they can deal! But just wait till I bring home my first boyfriend. 

I was born this way, bitch out!